Sanjeeve Sharma ::: 1993-2009

Your Thoughts

2009-07-30

He meant world to me, he was a loving, caring, funny, loyal, independent, he loved attention, learnt things by himself, he learn to ride bike without training wheels, he learnt skating from his first lesson (school). He loved sports, hockey, football, basketball. Mostly he loved hockey, Sanjeeve wanted to become a NHL player, I suggested to him that he must have a back up plan which was to join police force. He loved to eat, he ate a lot, being over 6 feet, he was very protective of his loved ones. He did homework with his younger brother. He would watch his younger brother's hockey games and he would critique his games to make him a better hockey player. He shared choice of music with his dad. He loved going to movies, eating out, working out at the gym, buying expensive clothes. He loved his German shepherd, named Striker, he also own two love birds, named Deuce and Berth (name from Kiss Group). Sanjeeve helped me do shopping, he would carry all the bags of groceries, he would bring all the groceries upstairs, he re-filled water cooler upstiars, he made sure Striker was fed everyday and he had enough water supply, he would give him treats. Mostly Sanjeeve was accountable to me, I would phone him, if he missed my calls, he would called me right away, I knew every moment where he was except for the June 29, 2009 evening after 9:00 pm, when I called him about 5 times, he did not return my calls. I did leave a message around 10:00pm, a few seconds later my phone rang from a friend who knew Sanjeeve, she inform me that Sanjeeve was in car accident and she picked me up from my house to take me to the hospital....the rest.........................

2009-07-13

Losing a child is the worst bottom pit experience that any mother will feel, it is actually impossible for others to comprehend unlless you have lost a child yourself...
Please do not ask me if I am over it... ............................I will never be over it.
Please do not tell me that he is in a better place... ......He is not here with me.
Please do not say at least he is not suffering.............. I have not yet understood why he had to die.
Please do not tell me how I feel......................................Unless you have lost a child yourself.
Please do not ask me if I feel better.... ....................... Bereavement is not a condition that clears up.
Please do not tell me at least you have had him for so many years....What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please do not tell me God never gives us more than we can bear.... His death I cannot bear.
Please just say that you remember my son.
Please just let me talk about my son.
Please mention my son's name.
Please just let me cry.
Who will help do the lawn, who will load and unload grocerices.
Sanjeeve promised to take care of his parents when we were old and fraile
Sanjeeve promised to take care of his little brother.
Sanjesh cries everynight with us before going to bed, where is justice.
Sanjeeve there are so many unfinished businesses you have left,
Your bed has not been slept since Jun 29, 2009, You took a ride from hell, the driver killed you by speeding, how can parents' let this happen to other parents by handing a car and keys to go drive innocent children. We have rules and regulations in placed for drivers who are just learning, if this rule was followed Sanjeeve would be alive, I would not see R.I.P. on Sanjeeve.
Our heart aces, we still do not believe he is gone, how could you do this to us (driver).
Here is my undstanding of the accident, the driver was going 100-140 km starting from 88 on to 128 ( do not forget you were cutting other driver's off, some of the diriver's followed you to the scene) on slow lane (southbound), once you hit the train track the car airborned, (left the road) on 82 and 128, (1) once airborne the car hit the median, and clipped the SUV-BMW, then it hit the pavement on the slow lane, near the bus stop, after so many stops it hit the post, the final. If you were not speeding my son would have been alive to the driver you have crushed so many lives by taking Sanjeeve away from us.

2009-07-08 ~ Ryan Lehal (Princess Margaret Secondary)

too many memories san, especially back in elementary. We used to do almost everything together. From playin street hockey and soccer at newton during the summers, to going to each others birthdays, or just the stuff we did in school. You never thought of me as different, or treated me different, you used to stick up for me when i was gettin hasseled by anyone, and i thank you for that. Its too bad that we didnt talk much in the last two years. The last time that i talked to you was in grade 8 during ball hockey. I went up to and said yo i got the same shorts as you, and all you did was smile and say "yea and they look better on me". That was it, that was the last time we talked. We came a long way from elementary, and we drifted apart through the years. What i would like to say Sanjeeve is thank you for all the memories, and all the times you stuck up for me. Newton would have not been the same without you.

Rest in Peace

2009-07-06 ~ Zaiinab Saeed

Sanjeeve, where to start? well i wasn't really close to Sanjeeve this year but in the past few years, he's been a HUGE help in my life, without him idk what would have happened to me, Sanjeeve was like finding a pot of GOLD at the end of a rainbow he was someone special, mayne life without him is going to be HARD! i wish that i talked to him this year, but unfortunately i didn't know something like this would happen especially to a guy like him! If only i could go back in time and change the way things happened i would do it! all i have to say is Thanks to Sanjeeve,I'm who i am today! without him i wouldnt have figured this out! THANK YOU Sanjeeve for everything you helped me through, all our little talks, fights, everything! i love you ? and Rest in Peace!? My sincere condolences to the family, stay strong he's still around!
finding a million dollars is like finding a pot of GOLD, but you were worth more than GOLD?

2009-07-05 ~ Jonathan Tough

Tho I never really knew him, only in a few grades in elementary school, he was the nicest kid i knew, i remember when he had his mullet it was soo cool, he was a great friend to me at the time and taught me that diversity is good, when cultures clash its a good thing. May you rest in peace

2009-07-04 ~ Madhvi Marwaha (Princess Margaret Secondary)

sanjeeve was always like a brother to me, always. it took me a day to trust him and after that he knew everything about my life. he was so easy to talk too, he made everything seem so right even if it was completly wrong. he was there for me in the hardest year of my life and ill neveer forget him. ill miss our msn conversations, i talked to you everyday for more then a year and half for atleast 2 hours and that was a minimum. u were the first person i told who i liked even though i denied it all the time befoore. ud just listen to me and laugh, all the time. block b was my favourite class in high school and always will be and all for one reason, simply cause of you. that class was the only class id look forward too. all the tests we cheated on, all the missing work from the whole year all our talks man i'll never forget anything. i remeber the day we all went out to play football and i was the only girl who wanted to play. u guys tried including me but id be too scared cause ur guys passes were so hard id jsut drop it and after that no one passed. but you would get the ball and run to me and hand it to me in my hands so i could get a touch down. ud run infront of me and tackle everyone who came in my way so i could get a touch down. udd be so close to getting a touchdown but ud stop and pass it to me so i cud have all the glory. i was one of the only girls in that class yet ud always stay with me no mater what or ud include me in all ur guys stupid sit ud pull off in the class. u ate like a pig san, you ate so much. i sat there and watched u eat 5 boxs of pizza and u ate it like it was jsut a snack and then u fell on ur ass after and i cudnt stop laughing and u got mad. ud piss the fuck outta me soemtmes and then take my books so id be forced to talk to you. its weird how i dont save my conversations on msn but somehow i have mine and urs. im sorry for everything that happend after our fight and i cant believe u didnt become my bestfriend again. ur guna get ur ass kiked when i see u mister jsut u watch. ud teach me to fight and wud make me feel so tough about my muscles which never existed. ud always eat the food we got and then be like opppth thorry. ill never forget you san never. there hasnt been one second when i havent thought about you. u were always there for me no matter what and ur smile sanjeeve, its priceless. all the trips to the movies, and how uve been at every birthday of mine since i met you it'll never be the same. i know ur looking down on us and watching over us all. being in ur house and ur room makes me feel as if ur right there. i still remeber playig in ur daycare trying to make friends and ur dog striker wow. i faught with you so mcuh over striker. u loved him so mch and id never get tired of telling u how ugly he was. ill miss fighting with you san it was jsut so fun. ill never forget calling u bhaiya and making fun of you. it sucks how i call you and text you knowing ur never guna asnwer or pick up. i played call of duty with riley today, he reminds me so mcuh of you. i love you and you'll never be replaced even if i tried. i cant wait till the day i see you again im just glad each day is a little closer. you'll never be forgotten by anyone. like ur dad said u were a superstar and you always will be. save me a spot up there bud, ill always love you ? rest in paradise.

2009-07-04 ~ Gina Kumar (Tamanawis Secondary)

i've known sanjeeve since kindergarten.. actually not even. i knew him before kindergarten started so that basically more than 11 years i guess. he always came to my house becausee my parents were baby sittin him. we had too many good times i remember all those days we wouldd jump on my couches from one to another and yet i have no idea how we found that fun but it seemed to amaze us since we would do it all the time and the times wen u would cum in the morning and ring my door bell so much that one time my dad was chocked cause he came home from work and was sleeping and he opened the door and u were so scared. butt those times couldnt top off what we did in elementary years.for one thing we all knew ms.cole was the best kindergarten teacher and then in grade 1 wen we would drop our bags by the door and then go to ur house and start playing wit ur game systems or on ur treadmil because we thought it was so cool and then wen we heard the bell we would run to class and there was this one time wen harjit and me were on the treadmil and we were fighting over it and then he fell down and ripped his skin on it and then you came and got him a bandaid right away and was like are u okay? and harjitt was sittin there cryin and we're jus like dammit we cant do this anymore and then ur mom called my house to tell my mom wat happened n that i was cumin over to ur house in the morning n my mom was like i didnt know thatt and then i got trouble and that stopped happening. overall iv'e had plenty of memories with you in newton. it was wen i left in gr7 that we lost touch and u went off to pm and im in tammy now,since then its was just a hi bye situation. i jus wished i talked to u more often so then we got to know each other even more. but i will tell u one thing sanjeeve i will never forget those days of growing up wit u, im gladd that i atleast had sumtime to be wit u even if it wasnt wen we became older. u were a really caring guy, u becamee such a hugee guy to the lil skinny dude u were in elementary, u had a heart that was bigger than the world and u shared it wit many ppl. i still cant believe ur gone, i had no idea wht happened until i came back from edmonton on tues and saw janny's number on my caller id and at first i thought she called for sumthin bout summer school but wen i called her she like im at sanjeeve's candlelight i was in shock i jus couldn't believe that the lil boy i grew up wit was gone and that i never even got to know the person that u were now. rightt then i asked where the candle light was and i told my mom to drive me to newton and i didn't think i would be cumin back to newton for ur candle light. we are all here wanting u to cum back to us to jus wake up but we know that it's not possible for that to happen but even though ur not here in person u will never be taken out of our hearts we will remember u in our hearts till the day we see u up there wit ur big smile welcoming us in. i miss you and i luv u .

R.I.P. SANJEEVE SHARMA ?

2009-07-04 ~ Kiran Randhawa (Princess Margaret Secondary)

how did sanjeeve affect my life?
i could go on for hours and hours.
But i'm just going to say that watching this guy
smile for 6 years, MADE my life

2009-07-04 ~ Tanveer Dhami (Princess Margaret Secondary)

Sanjeeve Sharma. Oh man did i miss out, i'm sorry i'm just wishing i had talked to you before.. two year homiie two years we didnt talk, it's unbelievable because now that your gone i feel like a part of me has left with you. not just me, everyone feels like that. what wouldn't we do to get you back now. memories, i can't remember anymore, but science, those were good times yet i didn't even talk to you. now that i come to think about it if i had talked to you more often and hadn't picked some stupid reasons to fight with you, we would have had a lot in common, for one we're both canucks and capitals fan & hockey is life, and no one can disagree, i remember when navi use to fight with you about it saying capitals suck, whenever you use to wear that capitals/ovechkin shirt and you use to just stand up and be like " navi you wanna say that again? " or " navi what did you just say " and navi use to be just like i'm sorrry sanjeeve i'm sorry and even though i never talked to you every time i would tell you to punch her and you'ld follow her around until she sat down and the whole process started again. and for one thing i'm really happy, that at least i talked to you once a couple weeks ago because if i hadn't, then it would have been nearly 2 years since we had talked. but you know what homiie, its all good, last time i talked to you.. it was about hockey and i asked you what time the stanley cup game 7 game was and you replied saying its at 7. its always going to be with me san, always.or even when the time navi was like to you if you wanted to hear her song and i just looked at you and i'm like yo, say no and you listened and said no navi i don't want to hear your song, you were just to sweet. then there was the whole iPod touch thing that we had in common.. remember how whenever Luvi would start her lesson we would hide our iPods and just sit there and listen to music and play games and we never even realised it till stephi pointed it out. then theres business, wow. one memory homie, just One single memory.. when we had to get out completion certificate of the programe we did. uppal told us that we had to walk up and get it and before we started all he said was that since we're in grade 10 now we should start practicing our walk for commencment so just incase we dont trip, and i remember no one wanted to do it but we still did. and then everyone got theres and hes like okay we're done and you were like no i haven't got mine, and uppals like what your graduating? and he just started laughing and you just smiled that priceless smile, looked down and walked that walk and got you certificate and sat back down, and now it hits me that hey, thats his walk, thats the walk that he was to do for his commencment. you'll be with us forever and ever, and it sucks so much to realise that you had to go from us, for us to realise what a gift we had, and that if you could go unfortunatly anyone can, you were always on top of the world yet you fell.. homiie we all know you lived your life to the extreme fullest until life ran out on you. But we're all here, your crew, the newton kids, and the love of your life. we're here to do everything you did and wanted to do in your life, we're here to keep your memory alive and its going to stay alive for a long time; and we're here for your family, we all lost you but we got each other, your parents might have lost the older son who had touched a lot of people in his short life but they gained many more sons and even got daughters. you're always going to be here, no matter what.. i dont believe in recarnation but i believe that your with us, that your going to sit with your dad to watch the canucks games, that your with your mom to make her strong when she goes see the hockey games you were suppose to be playing and scoring in, that your with your brother guiding him to the rights and wrongs the mistakes and the triumps of life, that your watching your little sister walk home, that your chilling in your room just listening to your iPod in your capitals shirt while we sit on your bed missing you, that your walking you dog while we sit infront of the newton stairs lighting candels that have melted, that you will walk with us on september 8th when we go back to PM, that you will always be standing up for the canucks and capitals and hockey in general in mine and navis classes, sanjeeve I believe that you will always be here as long as we choose to believe and i do choose to believe, always and theres no changing that.. and that goes from all of us. its sad though, some guys.. i knew what they did but for some reason it always seemed like 21 was going to be the age and after that this situation would have risen but god took the best of us away first, god just seemed to want you back from us, its like he knew that you were the special one, he sent you here to change lives and you did and he called you back all for himself. and even the weather tells it, you were here through the rainy summer days yet when were gone the sun was out and with the sun out i didnt want to break down, because it gave me hope.. even though you were only fifteen sanjeeve, i want to celebrate this life you lived, it was extraordinary, you were extraorindinary and everything about you was extraordinary and will always be because you always had this light about you, that no ones ever going to forget.

" if i could inhale for a second, i would breathe that second for you because from the ups and downs you've always been around, with you by my side.. no one can take me down " -- tD

keeping it really strong because thats what you would want and anything you would have wanted is now up to us to get. forever and ever, theres no stopping how much we miss you, and you'll know that when you're going to watch over us when we all get our tattoos.. for you. miss you Love you, sanjeeve Sharma, theres going to be no end to this pain but we'll suck it up, something you would have done. you were the f*cking best any of us could ever have, and that will never Ever change ----- - rest in peace where ever you are and hey sanjeeve, since you were the big hearted angel that you were, keep the golden gates.. in the stars, open for all of us.

2009-07-02 ~ Manpreet Jassal (Princess Margaret Secondary)

Sanjeeve was my bestfriend. He was so trustworthy. I told him everyhting, and I knew everything about him. He had the most nicest and most biggest smile ever. He was so caring, and protective. I met him in grade eight and he became my bestfriend instantly. In grade 9 we dated for a year and he was so excited for me to meet him mom. When I finally did, he was so happy. I used to go over a lot and we'd sit ther eand watch movies. He broke his ankle while playing ice hockey and he was on crutches and he would boss me around and make me hold his binders for him and call his mom to pick him up. He used to make his mom do his hair for him then too. He ate SO MUCH. I went to his house once and his mom made fish and chips for us to eat and he forced me to buy him pizza. He won that grade 8 eating competition. He was so beautiful, caring, loving, trustworthy. When I went to India for the summer he was so sad. He gave me this teddy bear that he got when he was born, and I thoguht he was over exaggerating, but at the candle light when I gave it to his mom and dad, I found out that it really was his first ever present. He was just such a good kid, and I loved and cared about him a lot. I'll never forget that day he got Striker, and he loved KISS. His middle name was named after a KISS member, Eric. He was so clueless, I'm going to miss him, always. I can still remember folding his clothes for him, when we shared a locker, and when we went to playland how scared he was of the rides. He was such an awsome guy, loved him a lot.